I don’t know why it hurts this much, and I don’t know how to make it go away. It’s a pain that feels like needless are puncturing my chest. Tears roll down my face and I start to shake. This love is more then I can handle. Don’t know how much longer I can take this for, because it’s not what I thought it would be. Miles apart and I thought I could handle the long distance but the more time goes on the harder it gets. I want to make this work because our love is real, something that I’ve always wanted. I’m not going to throw this all away, so I’m going to do whatever I can to make it though. Promise that soon it will just be me and you.
My heart is empty, emptier then my arms. Thought it wouldn’t be so hard to be this far apart. But now its getting to me and its letting me know that I need to feel the our love no longer through the words but rather through touch. I want to be the first person you see and the last person you kiss. Can’t wait to be held in your arms, and get butterflies inside. Distance makes the heart grow founder and its true but going 5 months without you is much harder then I thought. All I really want is to be in your arms