There’s not a day that goes by that I think of you Stephanie. I want you here more then anything, I wish this was all a dream and that when I wake you’ll be here. I know that’s not going to happen, but it’s always nice to wish right? I know I haven’t gone to go see you but that doesn’t mean that I don’t want to go see you. I just don’t want to go with everyone else I want to go and have me and you time just like we use to.talk about your day at school, do some studying, talk about guys and laugh about the randomest things. You weren’t just my cousin you were my little sister, someone who I wanted to look up to me, to see that it could be done. I might not have been the best role model but I know you took the good that I did and saw that I wanted to make it just as bad as you did.I know that you would have made something out of your life, you were headed in the right direction had chosen all the right paths and you were going to change the world. I know that because you changed my world. I wish it was me and not you but I know that I got a second chance at life, and I’m going to make a difference in my life to live it and love it. Live it the way that I know is right,I want to look back and see that I made you proud in a way. I’m going to keep being who I am with a few changes for the best, but I know that you accepted me for who I was and no matter how much they try to change me I’m not going to I’m going to stay true to what I believe because that’s what you did and I know you are not judging me for sticking to my beliefs. I know your in paradise looking over me, and smiling on me. I love you and there’s not a day that will go by that I don’t miss you. There’s a part of my heart that will never be filled but I smile because I know that you would tell me to “smile, everything is going to be ok”. I love you Stephanie.
Love isn’t judged on what you can give me
It isn’t about how much you have either
All that I want is for you to make me feel our love
It hurts me to know that you think what you give isn’t enough
What you give me is more then I can ask for
The feeling that I get when you say my name gives me chills
Taking your time to listen to what I have to say
Well let’s just say its new to my life
What you have to offer is what money can’t buy
Don’t tell me that’s can do better
Better isn’t what I want what I want I already have
But if you keep putting that thought in my head
One day I’ll say your right and walk away.