All I want to know is how ur doing and how ur life is going. You’ve meant so much to me and the fact that your no longer there kills me. But idk how you feel and thats the worst thing about all of this. I just want to talk even if its just for a second all I want is to hear tou say that your ok and that your doing great. Maybe I made the biggest mistake of my life by letting you go or maybe it was the best one. All I want is for you to know that I love you and that I always will. No matter what happens in life I always will love you.
Yes I called and it was private, all I wanted was to hear your voice again. Tried ti remember what it was like, didn’t work until you answered. to think that this time last year I was moving here and couple Weeks later you moved in with me. Cant take this feeling of trying to get you back. I’ve grown to be ok with the fact that we no longer have a relationship but feel guilty for being over it. I still love you and I always will. Your my first love and you’ll be in my heart till the day that it stops.,
I passed yes I did :) and its the happiest day so far. It is a new begening of my life. Having the tjme od my life with my breast friend and enjoying the purks of having the friends that I do. Priceless.moments.that.I.can.hav e. Don’t know how I’m gonna get home bit don’t really care. Want this to never end. Well heres to a a new chapter and the start to a new chapter of my life. I love you all :) <3
I broke it I guess thats how you see it right now. But you told me things that didn’t happen, so does that mean you broke it? Can’t say I’m sorry, for what I believe in. Take it or leave it no more of these scenes I’m over the script. My heart and my mind aren’t on the same page. I want to believe that we are meant to be and I want to continue to grow and to hope for what we can be. That can only go so far. So I’ve made a decision and there’s no turning back. I love you but I have to let you go. Take from what I’ve shown you, I’ll do the same. You made me learn more about myself then I’ve taught myself. This wad never a game,I was in this all the way. My love is nothing but true. But we both have to accept that we are in different chapters of our lifes, your a couple pages ahead maybe.some behind. But I still love him. You were there for me as a friend when he did wrong and you had thoughts of having me. That was never my intention I just wanted to be friends, thats all I wanted from the start. But of course I feel in love. Guilty is the word thats always on my mind. Want to just break down and cry, because as much as I’ve ranted about leaving you.my heart is holding on and ia taking over my hands, to write what it feels. Beautiful passion and friendship greater then any before. Love that is felt from miles apart. Just all.built over lies, and I don’t want to have secrets. I want to have my heart and mind agree on who I’m in love with.
As the sunsets I reminisce on the love and happiness that life fills us with. Letting us see all of its beauty in different kinds of ways, and filling your life with wonderful people. The feeling of love isnt meant to be bosted rather meant to be felt. Letting others feel that you have love to give. As a friend, sister or brother maybe even as a mother or father But there will be a time that you fall in love and the bond between you two will fill the air. So don’t rush for love that you always drean of, that will come in time. And stop to realize you already have love.
Take the time to see what you have inside, and realize that its your life. What you want to achieve is never impossible, believe in yourself and never put yourself down. In the world you will always have let downs and people who put you down. Take it as a motivation to show them what you have. But never do anything to prove someone wrong, do it to make yourself proud. Nothing comes over night it all takes time. You’ll fail more then once and you won’t make it the first time. Take those failures as experiences and grow as a person. Life isn’t meant to be easy, and it isn’t meant to be solved in a day. Even when you get your life together there will be bumps in the road. Only to make you a stronger person. Whay you’ve been through makes you who you are and until you accept who you are, the world won’t accept you.
Feels like I know what I’m supposed to do but I’m not trying to do anything about it
It’s like I’m stuck in this world were I dont know which way to turn need to get my stuff together and do it right. No more fucken bullshit no more ifs and buts April will start a brand new way of life. So cheers bitches leta drink up cause tonight I’m gonna make sure to remember.